trying to be upbeat

So, after my dad dropping my new latop on the stone kitchen floor - it seemed even less likely that I would be posting anything on here. Even if the promise of having it fixed in six day wasn't hollow, almost literally nothing has happened to me since I last posted. I still don't know how to blog, I still haven't replaced my phone and after what seems like countless interviews - I'm still unemployed.

As if the weather in Britian didn't punish us throughout most of the year, it's now June and all I can hear is the torential rain beating againts my conservatory roof. I spent so much money that I don't have on shorts because I thought it was going to be be sunny! I'm not sure if it's a scientific fact (and I can't be arsed to google it) but the affect that the weather has on people's moods is amazing. When it's sunny I literally feel like nothing can go wrong but when the weathers like this, it's a completely different story. The word "dementors" comes to mind - but that's because I'm definatly a closeted Harry Potter enthusiast.

I've decided that the time is ripe for me to sort my life out! I've had enough of wallowing in self pity and becoming more and more reclusive by the day. I'm making a promise to myself, right now, that within a month I'll have a new job!

I can't think of anything topical to actually write about, but I really wanted to write something - I promise that I'll write something longer and better in a few days which hopefully won't be as depressing as everything I've written so far on here. I just wanted to point out something I've noticed lately - Although I'm perfectly content with lying in bed all day, eating cereal and watching iCarly. My parents have been actively encouraging me to go out and get drunk, which I'm sure is something that most parents don't do. My dad practically had a go at me this afternoon for turning down a VIP wrist band for a club night, weird. I've only not been drunk for eight days! It's not like I havent been clubbing in months!

I'm positivley elated by the fact that I recieved two comments on my last post! I'm going to keep At this, I'm sure I'll get into the swing of things!

Heres to positive thinking!